Saturday, May 29, 2010

To laugh is to risk appearing a fool,
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental,
To reach out to another is to risk involvement,
To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self,
To place your ideas and dreams before a crowd is to risk their loss,
To love is to risk not being loved in return,
To live is to risk dying,
To hope is to risk despair,
To try is to risk failure,
But risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing,
The person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing, is nothing,
He may avoid suffering and sorrow,
But he cannot learn, feel, change, grow or live,
Chained by his servitude he is a slave who has forfeited all freedom,
Only a person who risks is free,
The pessimist complains about the wind,
The optimist expects it to change,
And the realist adjusts the sails.

With thanks & gratitude to the blog-master of "Wandering Caravan"

Friday, May 14, 2010

Volunteering At Fudger House! Yes!

I saw Stephanie, Fudger Volunteer Coordinator (http://www.toronto.ca/ltc/fudger.htm), last Tuesday.  I was brave and asked for an opportunity to volunteer.  I start next Wednesday (May 19th) substituting for the guy running the bar while he's away for six weeks (doing another of his roles, six weeks as a cruise director, to the Mediterranean, fortunate guy).  It felt good to do something concrete to relieve my anxiety. I needed to have the police expedite my clearance. No need!  It arrived in the mail today.  So, it's all clear and I can now figure a way to get my placement done as well.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Playing Catch-Up!

I'm writing before I lose the thought..... It's strange to say I have something to say but I can't tell you all of it... You'll just have to believe that I've learned this evening that even the smallest victory is significant.  I did something very mundane (to other people) for the first time and I DID it!  Something I'd been so wary of.... Just another step to a New! Improved! Sa'ad! Talia!