I came out of a friend's place and decided to have "a cigarette moment" before I caught the street-car. The result of the two puffs I took was I realized my lungs were hurting and my mouth tasted vile. I stubbed it out and started walking away. A young man came up to me, with wallet open, and asked me to sell him a cigarette.
I started to take out just one to give him when I suddenly handed him the pack and said, "Take the pack, I just quit."
He said, "You might just have converted me!"
My response, "It's every man for himself!" and I walked away.
Realizations arising from this:
1) I don't have to fit in to society, (at 14, I was told & certainly believed, I had to smoke to be welcome),
2) It hurts my lungs, (I was allergic & it made me hurl, yet I persevered & became an addict),
3) I don't like the stink, (I lost my sense of smell altogether),
4) I don't like the taste, (it disguised the flavor of everything I ate),
5) I don't need a crutch anymore, (I can walk away like Lazarus, free at last).
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Lordy. Group's gonna be fun this week then if you're super-cranky! LOL
ReplyDeleteCottonmouth my dear friend,
ReplyDeleteThe short, sweet lesson learned was that:
- you save $$
- your S=== wont stink so bad anymore and
- your cologne will not have to compete with the stale ciggy smell
Hats off to you if you survive the lack of....